Tuesday, 27 June 2017

toddler skin to skin contact

"Did u drink my milk? " I felt someone drinking.....

He kept quiet, thinking for a many seconds... before he answered, "me"

Just a little bit!

Why just a little bit?

Im afraid u will scold me

Why? U like to drink my milk?


U want to drink a lot?


on another occaion:

When i was still sleeping he tries to roll up my shirt from my back
He had difficulty then he decided he has to also roll up from the front

When he was doing it from the front, suddenly he saw my nipple and decided to give it a suck

When i woke up he got startled

Oh, he explained "i thought you are sleeping"

yes, and he decided to stack books on my back

this guy make me feel that if he can crawl under my skin, he would!
he loves to rub his face all over me...and sometimes it hurts.
he gets heavier now (as compared to last time because he is very tiny for someone his age) and whenever he sleeps on me, even if it is only his head nested on my chest (between shoulder and neck), i would felt out of breath!
what should i do!

son, that does not mean i love u any lesser.
but really, it suffocates me and hurts my collarbone. eekk


-march 2017-

Friday, 16 June 2017


Today after school i picked ks home

He overheard his dad telling me that he (dad) wanted apples and oranges

Ks exclaimed that he wanted apple too

Then he began asking:

Him: isna talk english?

Me: no. She speaks in bahasa

Him: what is skin?

Me: kulit

Him: tidak mau kulit. What is meat?

Me: isi. Meat is i-si

Him: isi. What is skin again?

Me: kulit


Then i recalled back in ah ma's house last week, ks yelped to his grandma, "ahma Ni suap wo!" .....no one responded
Ahma! Ni suap wo!

Only kj can understood 😂

Kind hearted kj " ahma, kayshen yau ni feed ta"  (grandma, kayshen wants u to feed him)