you want to catch something, running after it isn't always the best way.

#1 : read somewhere..about wrapping up ur head like a banggali. bad for hair ...break some bonds or some sort

#2 : were u alone? it is because u close the door. did u feel alone? look around and u will see people waiting for your smile, getting close to you

#3: i hate AMERICA. what is with their tax-system? i got effingly taxed! an effing ~ 20pounds. * i will explain further after uploading the photos*

#4: i hate people who give up easily. what more those who give up on me

#5: i reminisced ..on WHAT IFs... which is totally wrong...because everyone knows there is no what IF... hence, the wrong choice of word used, reminisce

#6: i hate people who doesnt give others a chance to grow...to change...

bear in mind that it is not easy to change. hence if one succeeds...please have the decency to pay full respect.

oh well, cmon, be realistic. u just cant squeeze out 'decency' from a person. what more respect

#7: i hate lazy thinkers. when facing issues, a simple " I DONT KNOW" is the world's LOUSIEST answer that one can give. with a HUGE NEON L on the forehead.

any dumbass would know that IT is not the *best* solution. it is a very obvious EASY WAY OUT

#8: ive learned : to think before i REact

#9: ive also learned : not to react with words

#10: i am learning to : care less about less important things. ie: matters which could KILL you. in this case, me. matters which could make me go insane.

#11 : i need to learn to keep myself sane

#12: i am also learning to : sieve through things and only allow pleasant things to flow in. filter out the nasty ones

#13: also learn to: not judge , impetuously.

#14: ive learned to remain calm, in a great deal comparing to the me-before-2009. *cmon! ?? where's my pat-behind my back?*

lastly, i need to learn to have SELF CONTROL! which is to pull myself back to SERIOUS WORK. poor thing. crying out for me. 

effing more than 3000 words and i havent conclude yet...

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