Tuesday 20 July 2010

i hate enforcement


omg! mr.david added me in fb? omg omg omg!

ok, anyway, kay jay's milestone should be documented.

he flipped yesterday! well, nanny said she has seen it before, oh well.

but it was my first! im thrilled! he couldnt succeed in all attempts though. good enough little one. good try.

i teared yesterday. i was upset when i heard nanny told me that he tried feeding him with a little porridge. she blended it to make it soft. i was touched that she actually went all the way to do those things for KJ. BUT i really want to witness this. i want to be the first to start him on solids and i want to see his expression and his reaction to the food MYSELF!
dont she get it? dont anyone get it?
well, some mommy-friends understand how i felt. but people like my mom and the nanny apparently do not seem to get it. im annoyed.
i called mom and complained to her about what the nanny did and she said people will be laughing at me. she said it was no big deal.
pffft
anyway, dear hub was really understanding and he went to talk to aunty(nanny) about not starting him so soon.
oh yeah, the FDA says better to start babies on solids after 6 months. gah! i know, previously, you and me, were fed with solids starting 4 months old. but that was LAST TIME. now it is different.

KJ is rather contaminated now u know.
he wasnt being brought up exactly like how i wanted to!
i could be a fussy parent, but i try to close one eye. i so want to leave my job to look after my son. i know it is unnecessary, but....i dont know how to explain my feelings.

why did i say he is contaminated?
nanny gave him some sweets, jsut to let him taste. gah! i try not to be angsty but i cant help it..:S

also, this is just to remind myself, who knows, i'd forget when im having my 5th kid :p
lols
okay, it is about me expressing my milk. let down is poor these days. starting 2 weeks ago, let down is slow and wouldnt come sometimes.
some people would not feel anything during let down, but some can feel some tingling sensation, and another feeling which i dont remember.
mine is tingling sensation. SO, when the tingling comes, i'd be really happy. a sense of relief wash over me. honestly. feels good baby!

i thought i do not need to take medicine to increase my milk production, but i had to give in, so i decided to take on sunday. it was my first.
ive never tried before so i have no clue how it would be like, hence best to take on sunday. u know, if the milk increases like mad then i would have time to pump at home, rather than if i start on monday then it wouldnt be convenient for me to pump every or so. haha.
i took domperidone instead of metoclopramide. Dr.Koe, a lactation specialist in OUG, prescribed her patients 2 tab tds. a friend of mine took 2 tab bd.
i am a little apprehensive, so i tried with 1 tab od, but today i decided to take 1 tab bd.

alright! that should be all for now.

cheers!


kj's nose mucous
at the age of 1-2 mths old, i managed to dig such big piece from his nostril!
he has a lot of 'pei xi' though
i dig them daily till now :)

what is pei xi called in english anyone knows?


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