Monday, 18 August 2008

one step at a time

its too late.

i knew i had a part to play.

i knew i was wrong. i should done this..should have done that

all the should haves and should have nots

but does it matter now?

i dont have another chance to do it.


i thought i could work it out.


i thought i could improve.


i thought i didnt try hard enough.


but all the thoughts are killed.


no more thoughts.


zero


no more dreams


no more hopes


it is pp3 tomorrow dear girl. study :)


ah ee, please dont cry anymore. it aches, as much as u feel it, i felt it too. thank you very much. thank u very very much. i will call home more often. our gratitude to you is beyond words.i wonder what we did to deserve you. thank you

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

dont condemn urself with all the previous mistakes u'd done. it's not a punishment. it's just consequences of one's action. we all have our regrets and guilt on things we'd done. and that doesn't mean the end of everything. if like that, everyone dont deserve to live anymore?

u can start anew if u allow urself to learn and move on;-) let it builds u rather that sinking along with it.. easier to be said than done eh?;)

and there's a difference between 'knowing' and 'doing' it..

now,go and prepare for PP3 tmr;-)
love u girl..

curiositykills said...

true. every inch of it.
thanks! :) i will.
hugs

kxin said...

one step at a time i tot its a song =)