Tuesday 27 January 2009

attaboy.inextinguishable hope


:(

apart from this,

despite this,
even if they were not burnt,

i still feel blue

shouldnt it be RED or YELLOW at this time of the year?

aww cmon million!

dont be such a spoiler!

sigh

i really dont know what to feel

no people, you are wrong if u think i miss home

not to say that i am not filial or anything of those sorts,

but i just...dont feel....good...

u keep on repeating the same thing till u want to PUKE!
u puke once,
ok, tolerable
what about 2 times?
3 times?
frequency increases?
my apology, i dont have that much patience.


and

why am i always disappointed.

why?

why?
why why why?

when there is hope,
there will always be disappointment?
this is like a universal gospel!
which is known without saying, aye?

sucks


i dont know what to say,
but i think one word says it all.
but im trying to refrain myself frmo uttering it.
dont make me swear
pleaseee...i beg you

really?


okay, now i miss home

cant wait to skype tomorrow

but it would also means that i would need to be STRONG! mentally STRONG!
to face the strong winds
as i can predict! and anticipate!
a word which DESPAIRS and TRAUMATIZE every GIRL!
being hurled at me, without MERCY!

ladies and gentleman,
stop guessing,
the word is,

t.a.f.

spelt backwards

pfttt!

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